ARTIST STATEMENT

I am interested in how softness can carry pressure, and how beauty can function as a structure rather than simply an effect. My paintings and drawings move between atmospheric abstraction and a more classically inflected sense of composition and touch. The work is built around tensions between the ethereal and the physical, delicacy and force, beauty and unrest.

My current work also engages the historical opposition between beauty and the sublime, particularly the gendered assumptions embedded within that distinction. In much of Western aesthetic discourse, beauty has been aligned with qualities such as harmony, delicacy, pleasure, ornament, and containment. Qualities often coded as feminine. The sublime, by contrast, has been associated with vastness, terror, rupture, transcendence, and force, qualities more often aligned with masculine power. I examine this division by locating intensity, instability, and even violence within beauty itself.


My paintings often begin with atmospheric openness: pale color, veiled transitions, organic forms, and a sense of bloom, mist, or light. Yet I want that softness to resist passivity. The surface becomes a place where gesture, pressure, and interruption complicate the initial delicacy of the image. Marks scrape, dissolve, accumulate, or destabilize the space. What may first appear romantic or ethereal begins to suggest something more bodily, volatile, or psychologically charged.

In this sense, beauty becomes less a pleasing surface than a site of contradiction. It is not separate from force, but a way of holding force in suspension. The work asserts that the feminine-coded language of beauty: softness, ornament, atmosphere, sensuality, can also produce experiences traditionally associated with the sublime: intensity, danger, overwhelm, and transformation.

I am currently trying to push my paintings so they maintain their atmospheric openness without becoming passive. I want the work to remain luminous and seductive, but also physically present and unsettled. The paintings occupy a threshold between refinement and wildness, containment and release, tenderness and threat. In that space, beauty becomes unstable: not a retreat from violence, but a charged structure through which vulnerability and force meet.